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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 '
Day 1028: Lost
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A friend to a "friendful" is but another friend.

A friend to a "friendless" is but his whole world.

Will no one ever understand... its terrible feeling...

You just... don't know it yet...

How it feels to be tossed aside and abandoned.

I'll never be okay. I'm sorry...

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 '
Day 1020: Knock_on_Memory's_Door
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I've walked through the same road almost 13 times... with the results always being the same.

Why...

Why can I never learn...?

I will always find some friends...

But in the end, these 'friends' will always disappear.

Maybe it's time to admit...

There will never be anyone I can trust.

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My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
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Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...
  • December 2007
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • July 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • February 2011
  • June 2011



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