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Wednesday, January 28, 2009 '
Day 0128: Demotion? Promotion?
Late CNY greetings to everyone who cares anymore. Which should be no one. Hell, does anyone even...

Day 1: Friday

Joy to Friday. Too bad no one went back to St. Hilda's. And at least half the Choir celebrated my disappearance from the Sops.

That's right, people. I finally dropped all the bloody way to Bass 2.

Hooray.

Day 2 & 3: Sat & Sun

...

Day 4: Monday

The most interesting thing? Seeing Sally, John and Amberlyn again after 6 years? Maybe.

But to me, it was the Mahjong at night.

I mean, seriously. One WHOLE ROUND of Mahjong. No kidding. First time ever, for me.

And I actually won. With a profit of 13 coins. I got lucky and actually got 3 doubles in one round.

Yay.

Nothing else. End post.

I'll think about the times I was sad...

And on the thought...

I'll throw them out of the window.

Along with the rest of my feelings and soul.

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Thursday, January 8, 2009 '
Day 0107: Remove that 1, please...
One week into school. We're actually surviving. We're alive. And then we'll die come week 5.

Anyways, someone asked me to do this...so...

And that person was Mandy. Geez, thanks.

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they’re tagged by & cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.*

1. Clarence (hope you're having fun)
2. Kelly Chow (Yis, I know youz.)
3. Clarissa (Dammit, Clar. Do this.)
4. Yong (anytime you actually bloody bother to come online...)
5. Can I say 'I have no one else to call.'?
6. Refer to 5.
7. Refer to 6.
8. Refer to 7.

C. Continue this game by sending this to #(whatever no. you want) other people:
....Screw you.

1. What have you been doing recently?
Spamming Maple like hell, going to school and getting myself bored to death. And being emo.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
...sometimes. Like when it's outta batts.

3. What happened at 10 am today?
I was in school, laughing as my Biology teacher said, "Don't bring toilet humour into my class." After she talked about egestion and someone made a joke.

4. When did you last cry?
2 years ago.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Nope. Never worked for me, it seems.

6. What do you want in your life now?
A meaning to life. (And, no, the answer isn't 42.)

7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Relationship? What relationship?

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Big Stan. Dude, that was sick and wrong.

10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
...What person again?

11. Who always makes you laugh?
No one.

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
Chinese and a (very) limited Japanese vocabulary.

13. Favourite website(s)?
Lave Reef Message Boards and SoniClans. Join the dive into deep, hot, frying lava today. And get a free cookie.

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Rejoicing as school ends for a few days at 3.30. Though I have to go back on Saturday...

15. Who do you wanna be like?
Me. Case closed.

16. Who will you choose to die with?
Myself. Case closed.

17. Where have you been today?
I answered that question, right? School.

18. What game do you play often?
Maple (cuz I'm bored like that), Sonic Unleashed (cuz I'm also bored like that), Devil May Cry 4, Tales of Vesperia, The Last Remnant, and DOMO.

19. Who are you missing right now?
My brother. Damned army.

20. If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
Depends. Love sometimes...doesn't end up quite right, right?

21. What are you doing right now?
Doing this. Eating Pistachios.

22. Which primary school were you from?
St Hilda's.

23. Name three colours you like
Maroon, Black, and Red. Cause maroon's awesome, and black's awesome, and red's the colour of blood.

24. What emotion do you like to show?
- - Gimme a break, 'kay?

25. What is life to you?
Definitely not 42.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
...Be emo and just lie in my bed. Being an emo, of course.

27. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
No, f**king, one.

28. Who do you admire the most?
No one.

29. Which month are you born in?
August.

30. How are you feeling right now?
Bored, and emo. Yay, emo.

31. What is the time now?
1534.

32. Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
Mandy: Someone who I can (somewhat) confide in (sometimes) and also needs my help in DOMO (sometimes). Yis, you can kill me when we meet Sunday.

33. What colour do you like to dye your hair?
Leave my hair outta this.

34. Why are you doing this test?
Because this isn't a test, it's a quiz. And the Impossible Quiz is an impossible (not really) quiz.

35. What do you do when you’re moody?
I am all the time, so I live my life that way.

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
Dunno. Leave my adult life outta this.

37. Who is closer to you?
My brother, as always.

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Stay either in my home or hospital bed and see who actually bothers to visit. Even after mass messaging.

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
Trust me. Trust sucks. In fact, don't trust me. Just listen.

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
If my life is rain, well, then Heaven's the only rainbow.

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
You know the Summer of Sonic? Well, it'd be awesome if I actually managed to go to one. Or if they held one in Singapore. Hell yeah, I would be there.

42. What is your goal for this year?
Survive. That's all.

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yeah right. Only between immortals. So, no.

44. What feeling do you love the most?
The feeling of 'go crazy and the teacher won't care' kind of mood after the FYE.

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
The feeling when I see 10 groups of people who are friends with each other talking loud, and me standing idly by, alone and such.

46. Do you really think it’s global warming now?
*ding-dong* Congratz on finding out! How long did you take?

47.Do you like doing quizzes?
...Not really.

48. Do you believe in gods?
One. Case closed.

49. Who cares for you the most?
Someone help me with this.

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Survival.

51. What will you bring when you fight?
A staff and my entire body. And maybe a first-aid kit or two. For the opponent.

And that ends this one.

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Thursday, January 1, 2009 '
Day 0101: New Year 101.
Happy new year, all you delinquents who read this as of the current moment.

Tomorrow, hell begins all over again. Three cheers.

3A. Wonder what the class's gonna be like.

Youth Camp was bloody awesome. It was a small, quiet, and (not really) dirty place. But the programs were awesome.

Shane and Glen and their sick games.

Ahem.

Anyways, I guess I'm kinda looking forward to the whole 'school-sucks-teachers-suck' thing all over again.

And yesterday's Watchnight service? A bit against FI tradition, but awesome anyways.

And GLCC is such an awesome place.

PS. Today, I lost track of 'Dah C0mputah R00mz.' Don't ask why.

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My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
>>end

Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...

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