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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 '
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A random post.

I just realized I like longer hair than short, ridiculous hair.

I dunno.

It makes me look less dorky^^...

Eh whatever.

Just don't kill me when i grow long hair...too long.^^

Kudos.


Memory Files Preserved at... 10:07 AM


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Geog....sucks...
Geography sucked. bigtime.

I almost did not finish the paper. Barely enough time to do 7 questions with 8parts each. 56 questions in 1h 45min. wth...

Anyways, I'm here at home at 9.55! hooray. I'm so free. Tomorrow is labour day, which means more time to do the maths, science, history, and lit.

It's really tiring, with a lot more to go. then there's that IPW report due in the wed after our exams...

It sucks. Anyways, jy all for exams, especially science.


Kudos.


Memory Files Preserved at... 9:55 AM


Tuesday, April 29, 2008 '
Tomorrow's Geog....
....and i feel uneasy. damn uneasy.

I only can hope that i'll do well tomorrow.

What about you?

Well...if you try to leave, you'll see that I gained another piece of java scripts. The leaving alarm. I won't bother getting the entering script, since it's kinda useless.

I got quite a number already....

Anyways. A funny vid. Watch it. Now.


And laugh your freakin head off.

Good luck everyone. The exams are almost over....in 2 weeks.

Kudos.


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:52 PM


Monday, April 28, 2008 '
Ow.
Today, I made a stupuid mistake.

As some may know, my arms are weak. I can't do monkey bars.

But still, I tried a stupid trick.

I ran towards the monkey bar, grabbed the bar, slipped, and fell flat on the floor.

Thank goodness it was rubber.

I lay on the ground for awhile, my left arm a bit jialat, while my neck and shoulders killed me.

So, never try to run and grab something. You will just die^^.

Also....

A new reason to staudy hard for the exams:

I'll be going to Japanese Classes if I do it!

Awesome.

So....eevryone work hard.

Kudos.


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:31 PM


Sunday, April 27, 2008 '
Circle of Friends?
I've seen something weird.

From Clarence's blog, I saw Sheen's blog, and in her blog, I saw a 'Sunshine'(Not sure whether it's my class's one...) and an Amanda with a link the same as Claudia and Eunice.

This is weird. Next thing I know, I could be a friend of Clarence's friend. Scary.

Well....I needed to post this crap.

Kudos.


Memory Files Preserved at... 10:01 PM


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The Beginning of the End.
It's about to start tomorrow....the dreaded MYEs. Can i get a cheer from the audience?

no.

Good. You still have common sense, unlike some people. Well...i guess the sooner it comes, the sooner we can get rid of the crap.

Right....some of you say 'dead blog', like clarence. one word. no.

just been way too busy and lazy to post. i mean, there's hardly no crap to post nowadys, or i've forgotten like hell.

anyways, here's something i remembered.

Friday, 25/4
3.02pm
Tanjong Katong Secondary School._

The 'night' class for maths was starting. it's mainly grabbing a crapload of papers and doing and asking mdm goo for help. The end.

The others left at 6pm after eating cup noodles and chips. Yes, we were allowed to eat.

The maximum time to stay was 7.

Only 3 in my room stayed that long. Me, Shu Tong and Xiao Tien.

...That is all.

Good luck in the exams people. Wishing you guys the best of luck.

Kudos.


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:42 PM


Thursday, April 17, 2008 '
Memories....
Well. I think it's a suitable time to remember some stuff before i forget them.

Let's start with the first thing on my mind. The very kind bus uncle.

It was during the holidays that i sat on that bus, with a few other schoolmates i didn't know. I sat at the top deck with 2 others. About 2 stops before mine, he came up during a traffic light and told us, if we rang the bell, wait at the top, and only come down when the bus stopped. he'd wait.

I was surprised. But of course, didn't want inconvinience (good lil' ol' me.) and came down anyway before the traffice light before my stop. LOL. It was cool though...

NEXT! The girl caught in the rain.

I didn't mention this before, but during one of the rainy days around 1 week ago, i saw a girl walking in the rain. umbrellaless. and in uniform. I opened the gate for her but she still slowly walked back home. Guess she didn't want to bother anymore...

NEXT! The girl with a...

....Goodness. She is special. I won't mention much more. Just so you know, it's her face....it's....dis....figured....

NEXT! The sleepover with Mandy and Gwen...

Ah yes. Almost my favourite event of November last year. Though I don't really remember the exact date, (And i'm too lazy to check jie's blog for that...) It was really memorable.

Firstly, I was actually wondering. In the past, (I"M SHARING WITH YOU NOW, SO BE GLAD!) I used to actually have sleepovers with them once a year. for around....4 years. It was either at jie's place or at mine.

Nowadays, since we're old, we don't really have alot. But it takes more than time to break a friendship.

Even if one is a guy and 3 are girls. Yes, buds, you can say wth now.

Anyways, I discussed with my father bout suitable dates. Then talked to mandy and gwen and ju. Ju unfortunately, couldn't come(AGAIN), but not because of time now. it was because of studies xD

But it was a kinda strong response from the other two, and aunty Lucilla agreed. And it was set.

BUT. Things were shaky. Our dates were a little wavering from here to there, as they tried to find a suitable date for themselves. We settled for a i think....Wed-Fri. Yeah.

TOOK A WHOLE MONTH TO SETTLE THAT =.=...

I shall discuss no more, except for the fact that while Gwen slept, jie and I were watching jap shows (IQ tests etc.) on YouTube. LOLLOL. I was like "What do you mean by that!? That makes no sense O.O" so it was ridiculously funny.

NEXT! THE YOUTH CAMP...

OMG. I can't believe i didn't post this. Anyways, It was around the coast of Singapore, almost occupied by malaysia networks. O.O...

First Day!! We took a i think a bus altogether there. tiring walk there....painful. my legs died. NOT.

First up, the flag thingy. We made up a flag (Faithfulness^^) and it was designed by Jeriel, painted by jie, supervised by Cyn, and Mary ofcourse helped by refining things. I helped the design and minor (damn minor) painting. I suck^^

Then it rained, andeveryone crammed inside a small shelter. Continue painting, folks. And eat while you're at it^^. Awesome.

Then icebreaker games. Which was more like blindfold-hide-and-seek in a small hall. I was hired to be my group's catcher....which I lost only to my bro! Dammit!

SECOND DAY!!
Sunday...so that means church service! A bus came down to pick us up and fetched us to the church. I tell you, it was so early (6.00 we woke up O.O) and it was so tiring... I think I slept.

Eat at Zion, chiong back to the camp site, and play a scavenger hunt to Changi Beach, I think. Bad thing: sure some will remember this. While looking for the "hidden prize", I put my hand inside a weird bush, and next thing I knew, my hand was covered with thorns. Thanks to William, Michelle, Cynthia, Mary and Mandy for helping with those countless thorns.

Irony: I got pricked by the SAME kind of bush during the cohort camp. Luckily it was a soft shirt, so all were removed quickly by myself O_O. That's when i found out about the red fire ant hiding in my shirt^^

BACK TO THE CAMP. Then we had protect-your-target-from-water-bombs games. Whcih Faithfulness won. Thanks to Jeriel's putting the target under his shirt, thus protecting it fully. LOL WE WON TOO EASILY!

Then we watched a video called Choices. It had my name and I felt like hiding O_O....

THIRD DAY AND LAST DAY...

One day to the new year!!!

Nothing much except resting and having fun during morning and afternoon...night was the best part.

And the scary part: I was awarded Best Camper....I was surprised, really. I was seriouslyhappy. ^^ Then sharing, which is a FIBC tradition. Hooray!

5...4....3....2....1..... Happy new year. Get out those food and sparklers and light them up! Time for the youths and kids to swing pointless sticks of fires to others!!!!! Another great tradition!!!

And ofcourse, this time I didn't run away after the camp like last year. Noooo, being the second time I've camped for the Youth Camp, and the fact that it was my 4th camp in the year (Sec 1 Cohort, Pattaya, Choir, Then Youth Camp), I was brave enough to stay with my bro through that one last night. I really wanted to stay there longer xDDDD

Then we left for home, of course with my bro and i packing some stuff then getting into my rents' car. Home sweet home...

I will never forget these memories as long as they are here....


Memory Files Preserved at... 9:27 PM


Monday, April 14, 2008 '
Sports day and Band...
What a terrible disappointment. If you don't care about sports day and wanna read the band first, go search my other classmates.

Sports Day: Guess what? I DID SNEAK PLAY MY DS. AND NO ONE GAVE A BIT OF A DAMN! Take that, suckers!!! Managed to get veryveryvery far with my battery life in FFXII:RV. I was surprised it survived for 3 hours. Maybe I shouldn't. Anyways, Rutherford came in last for cheering* WTH * and 3rd for House Champion * DOUBLE WTH!!!*

Then then Band the next day. Freakin damn Deyi Sec...

Our performance was actually quite good, but don't ask me why the judges decided to blam us of our pride and give the display band of the year to Deyi. Some of us could actually see the Band crying. Crying. CRYING. Champions for a decade, and the legend is broken with a simple snap. AND NOW they're gonna change their motto to "Re-defining Excellence". Better do that...

I went out with WenCai, Adam, Shyde. Leisure Park. KFC. I helped order, and i must say, the guy in front of me was as slow as a snail. LOL.
We joked about how the band was gonna be crying in their buses, and how when the people went in the bus, their glasses will fog up. instead of getting out. of course, we were quite saddened.

EVERYONE WAS. Even the teacher, who was obviously TOO depressed to teach us music today. When she announced the results in front of the school, we could tell she was half-crying.

Man...wait till i get my hands on Deyi...They'll pay bad.


Memory Files Preserved at... 8:46 PM


Thursday, April 10, 2008 '
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Today somewhat sucked.

Firstly, Maths worksheet period was impossibly hard. I mean, Linear equations on graphs and crap. I think i'm lazy....

But that didn't suck. No what sucked was...the crap Maths Remedial today. Yes, I was there for a measly 1 hour, but I was in a rush. Chionged all the questions, then ran to the workshop, finish D&T project, then can finally go home.

LONGGGG DAY. i left school at 4.30.

I also got in a fight with Kimhai. sucked.

Then TOMORROW, I have to go for Sports day and watch and sleep. I wanna sneak play DS sia....I will >=).

THEN ON SATURDAY WE HAVE TO SUPPORT FREAKIN BAND FOR FREAKIN CRAP! So what if it's their SYF?! Don't drag the whole school in! So what if it's in the National Stadium!? IT SUCKS! Eatinto my YF time, my free time, my fellowship time.

It. Really. Sucks. My saturday is gone already =.=. if tomorrow still got hw, i go pon-tang band crap.


Memory Files Preserved at... 6:44 PM


Wednesday, April 9, 2008 '
The Room of Ants.
Okay, first things first.

My room. Was just. Infested. And by infested, I mean 50 ants.

It's nuts, okay!?


This is my room's light. sEe those white things, near the light? Those are the flies. Quite some number, eh?

At first, I thought it'd be fun to watch them all drop them and die. If you're3 wondering how that works, it's through reflection. We've been doing that for 8 years.

But...


They took too long. SO LET"S SWEEP THEM! Yeah, we swung madly. on the wall, down to earth, and into the water.


This is the result in my hallway. Not so many....meh.


This is my room's one. Main attack force??



A clearer view. Scary now, right?



Overall, those ants come into my room, and I kill them. simple.

Now I torture them with satay sticks. They're still alive, so i let them crawl up, then swing them back. Fun, really. What? Animal Cruelty?

This is where it starts getting personal, ranting about my life. Avoid if neccessary.

Okay. Before I start, I wanna say, 2C, 2C. What's your problem?? Am I a black sheep?

Because you've been avoiding me. Besides 4 people, the rest treat me like complete CRAP.

What happened? I wanna know.

I sit at the table, full of 2c peeps. the next second, completely empty, besides me. What the heck is this??

I want an answer. You've made me very angry for trusting you. I think myself stupid, to think that the past was a reality. I wanna know. I wanna change, but i need to know what the heck is going on. Seriously. Before I lose control.

I can't live 4 years like this, k? Tell me how i can change. And i will. I promise I will. Only if you help me, accept me again.

I have....nothing more to say.


Memory Files Preserved at... 8:12 PM


Thursday, April 3, 2008 '
Just an update on my stuff >.>
Yeah, currently, big things I'm excited bout is...

Sonic Chronicles: The Dark Brotherhood!
And Sonic Unleashed!!!(WOWWWW)

Sonic Chronicles first. Boring things get outta the way fast >.>

Anyways, developed by Bioware, it's bascially an RPG about this weird alien species invading and then crap, I don't know ^^. I don't read much.

Sonic Unleashed is a confirmed title...for an uncomfirmed console. LOL. It's kinda fast, so those who don't want your eyes blinded to kingdom come should get lost. It's a mixture of, according to some, "SatSR and SRA". Looks cool, sharp, and definitely a new step back to ol' school days.


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:37 PM


Wednesday, April 2, 2008 '
Half a week.
Wow. Nothing happened!

Except IPW, which is still common anyways. So...i wouldn't really blog about it....rite? Okay bye.




But why would i start a post without much to post about? haha...

The majority of events take place between 2.00pm to 3.30 pm. and many were caused by K3, K Cube, KKK, Pottasium Cube, A.k.a Koh Kai Kiat.

That idiot O_O.

Alright, so today we were like supposed to mess with the trebuchet's angle until we found a good angle and recorded the 3 distances from three tries. Y'know, launch, launch and launch.

Kevin loaded the ammo. KKK adjusted the angle with a protractor. Edwin took results. Anthony...stood there. I measured the distance.

Alright. So, everything was going well, until the teacher realized sir kaikiat had...guess:

1) Messed the direction.
2) Been taking a wrong angle.
3) Been fat. (what?)

If you answered 1, you're head-on. If you answered 2, you still have a brain. If you answered 3, you should see a doctor.

So we all were like. "WTH!? KAIKIAT YOU *****!!"

Haha...funny. So in the end, the results were just reversed. But the funny part was...

our 45 degrees shot came to a negative!!! How?

Through not firing at all!!! Bwecause it was too damn lowwww.

Funny, eH?


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:59 PM


My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
>>end

Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...

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