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Monday, March 31, 2008 '
...
Yeah, it's another week, and another post.

Didn't really do much on monday, just sit down and stare at the teacher, nod our heads, that crap.

Same for tuesday.

Wednesday, some new guys came in..from indo. yeah their cool, we even competed with their choir once in that pattaya trip in 2007. fun with them.

Thursday....still ditto.

Friday, now that was a change. Don't believe me when I say 'OMG! we missed 4 freaking periods of class!'?

You are smart not to. Well, we didn't really miss them ,persay....but we did have a "free" period during those 2 hrs. the teacher(s) came in for MT and Eng periods, and the MT periods sucked. Seriously SUCKED. we were forced to read our tingxie(which we had today) and then came in contact with the worst teacher in the history of teachers: Ms (censored). fortunately, the other ppl (hmt malay all that) were suffering in their own classrooms.

Heh...anyways, during english, mrs goh ALSO didn't come in. but the rest of the others did. So the teacher this time made us read ting xie again, but....99% of us didn't care. we quickly finish up science hw, and then spread out across the class to:

1)Watch Badai play his PSP.(Which he has been doing since the 2nd chinese)
2)Play "taiti"...i think that's how you spell it.
3)Talk.
4)Listen to mp3 and iPod.
5)Talk
6)Talk.

And since said teacher was too busy with one of the indo students, like pupil profiling >.>, we couldn;t care less about noise. yay.

YEsterday sucked. Not church, just at home. Supposed to go for concert, but mom and i forgot. luckily teacher never punish >.>
Then for some weird reason that i will never understand, dad got angry over a comment i made. then, while going into the toilet, the door banged too loud, he accused me of slamming the door, and i got banned from playing for the rest of the day.

And he's still angry today.

Life. Bites.


Memory Files Preserved at... 4:39 PM


Monday, March 24, 2008 '
I sit at home alone...
and wonder about life. Think about it. go on, think! It's a gift from God. Yet it's full of troubles. But it's also filled with friends.

Just a random thought....

Anyways, today for the first 7 to 8 hours of....8 hours in school was boring. Except for CE lesson, in which we started learning about *ahemican'tbelievei'msayingthiscrapahem* planet CRuSH. Look it up, and you'll see it's not really the most interesting thing in the world.
So we had a little *personality test*. And i found out that i have the 'backstage crew' style of writing. I forgot what that means ^^''.

The other choices? The Actorrr.....and the Crrrrrriiiiiittttiiiccc!!

Losers xD

Then after school, i went into 43, and guess who signalled me. Auntie Irene!

For those clueless or who have never been in SHPS ever, she's actually the volunteer incharge of the activity room, where people can come in during recess to play games or watch movies.

I haven't seen her in awhile. So we talked. Then I left. Then i went home. End of story.


Memory Files Preserved at... 4:29 PM


Thursday, March 20, 2008 '
Ouch.
Geez, I knew something was wrong on Tuesday night...

Anyways, I'm currently sick and stuff, missed school today to rest, yeah. Down with mild fever, throat infection (minor) and running nose, and my head feels drowsy. Must be the meds.

Hopefully i'll recover and catch up with school, becuz it's only one day.

Boy does my head hurt....


Memory Files Preserved at... 9:49 AM


Tuesday, March 18, 2008 '
School started one day earlier, and...
I must be slow. Can't even find the time to post crap yesterday. Must be expected for the first day of school =.=

Anyways, nothing much happened yesterday, except for the 'short visit' during MT lesson by our ex-math teacher and current 2nd VP, Mdm Soh! *claps*

Yeah, then today ms toh came in, and said that Mdm soh complimented us, so we aren't screwed xD. Nothing else happened, but we did manage to skip a WHOLE hour of supplementary thanks to Golf! *smiles evilly* I love having CCAs on such days, and besides, it's crap anyways. What with Life Science O.O

Also, news for those slow guys! I have gotten a DS! It's Lite though, but it's ALSO navy blue, and it's coooool. Memory Card too xD Yeah, mostly weird games that some of you might find gaystupid. Yep. Firstly, there's Bleach DS, but both are in Jap! Clarence! Get your butt here!

Then, there's MM Star Force (all three), and ZX and Advent.

Phoenix Wright Trials and Tribulations and Justice for All (latter being in spanish and italian(o))

SR and SRA...and then some weird games.

I'm happy now! xD


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:56 PM


Sunday, March 16, 2008 '
OnoS!
Oh nooo....school's in one day! I hate school. Did I mention I hate school?

Okay, I don't hate it SOOO much. what with friends and teachers, and not-so-good friends...

Anyways, in case you haven't heard, my old com's alive after being sent to the doctor! At least that's what my dad said. So i've gotten audi, GC, and GB back. considering whether to get RO back...

Then, also, YF yesterday was low attendance! 9 people showed up! what happen to the rest? D=

Well, my DS is coming tomorrow! kinda excited, though not much feeling right now. With school and so on. So...nothing else the whole week >.< Cya at school, everyone, and hope to join you in a path to certain destruction! Wait, did i say 'destruction'? I meant certain hope and freedom! (yeah right....)


Memory Files Preserved at... 8:57 PM


Friday, March 14, 2008 '
Crappp.
My com is dead...sobs. Right now, my father's friend or something is reformatting, so mayyybe some hope. Meanwhile, my bro's Gunbound-less, and I'm audi-less. Sounds like crap?

It is crap.

At least not all is lost. The new tv finally came in (wooo), and i've just completed AC4! I'm a champion! just kiddin, i died at least 10 times in the final mission O.O mostly crashes, and some Strigons and AA guns gave trouble too.

Yep, only the XB360 is fixed in, but my dad will be getting the rest tonight, and then its back to "Riding through Gravity!"^^

Indeed, i might be away for abit, until my com comes back ,then i will install audi again, and grandchase, yup...then i'll go nuts and crazy.

PS: Not able to join you tonight, Cher. Sry><


Memory Files Preserved at... 6:05 PM


Thursday, March 13, 2008 '
Completely Revamped!
As you can see, I've finally put up a new skin for the blog. Like?

It's originally green and black, but due to green being a little on the...feminine side...I had to edit the colours. Took me awhile, and also some editing like the time thingy (which wasn't included, weirdly =\), and the link colours....and the size of the imeem player....

Yeah, so overall it's cool. oh, don't mind the icon for the window, i'm trying to find that code, but i dun think i'll be successful =.=...

About today...yeah...nothing happened. Since i cooped up in my home and played all day long! It's been getting stupid though....

And I've finished my 5th out of 6 project! One more to go and i can enjoy the weekends xD

Oh yeahs, comment on the blogskin plz, or i will come to hunt you forever^^


Memory Files Preserved at... 10:06 PM


Wednesday, March 12, 2008 '
Choir...
Choir was for 6 hours today~ it was tough trying to survive, but enjoyable al the same ^^.

Yeah first, Marie came in and taught us a bit (again) on diaphragm control....blablabla...then we practiced on Yuki Nohi and Maphalian,yeah...until 12.07, then we were released for lunch! Unfortunately, i was abondaned by some friends, but at least Ridhwan stayed with me ^^ True friends indeed!

So Mdm Goo asked Fiona and Su Wei to take care of the two of us. Aw, we're young juniors XD. Yeah, so at first, together with Shu Han and Irwin, we wanted to go to PP's KFC go eat....but then after pass by the busstop outside school gate, Shu Han talktalk with Sandy and who else, then re-decided to go Kallang eat KFC! Yeah, turns out at least....30 others were going there too. then somemore got NCC land just released from camp in school, so bus kinda crowded. All squeeze at back = =.

then we reached, had some nice food (2 pc chicken, mash potato and cheezey fries for me!), then ,ahem, 'jay-walked' all the way to the other bus stop after 1. then the streams of people started pouring out, and at least 20 were waiting at the bus stop liao. Aaron kenna step in ....soil. Wet soil, then his bag, back, pants, all kenna dirtied. xD

The bus took like...20 minutes to come. April, Sandy, Jaslyn, Fiona, and one more i dun remember, all wanted take taxi back to school O.O becuz we were ALMOST late, and if we late, we kenna fined O.O... Then they treasurer somemore, so must hurry hurry. In the end they dun take, then we all chiong into bus 16, go back to school. 4 of us (me, irwin, sandy and april) all chionged to front gate, then the others leisurely walked... = =...

In the end, no one got fined cuz they were lucky. exciting day. Well, at least today we touched on Bin-Nam-Ma, and the Sec 1s, may i say are HOPELESS. Oops. Anyways, no more school activities! I have music and history project to do though...nvm 4 more days to do^^.


Memory Files Preserved at... 10:13 PM


Tuesday, March 11, 2008 '
Damn Rain!
Today's events can be summed up in 1 short word. WT*!

seriously though, it's been raining from 12.30 till now. coming out of funan (the IT mall!!yeah right, they dun even have a portable shelter =X), going to the bus stop opposite the road was a majorrrr headache. My cuffs of my pants were completely wet (though my shoes weren't), and then after the whole bus trip, found out that sims avenue (well at least my road) was flooded on the left lane (lane 1).

And by flooded, i MEAN flooded. the uncle stopped 1 whole lane away, and asked me to make my way out. I was like 'WTH?! You want me to go through that crap?!" I mean, the whole lane was flooded! going in there would be like taking a bath with pants on...heavy.

So the guy closed the door, stopped at a dryer stop, and let me alight. In my mind, why didn't he just do that in the first place?

Then i went to see the condition of the busstop. Lo' and behold, a bus came driving on at full speed, through the puddle, and drenching my waist in nice, dirty water. HURRAH!

I escaped back to sanctuary after that.


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See? No borderline for the road and path.

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The currents were so strong, they moved the rubbish bin! O.O

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You can see from the first pic that the path wasn't flooded b4, but now it is.

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Actually, these things look like an ocean....and it smells liek it.


Memory Files Preserved at... 3:37 PM


Friday, March 7, 2008 '
Last day down!
Finally. The sch holis are here, and boy, do i feel unrelaxed.

One, let's go for good news first. Though i wasn't there, our netball girls, managed to win the finals of their competition. and by barely, i meaaaaaannnn barely. 29-28. Wow.

Second, after 3 long days, Geography results has come out! And i did....too good for myself to believe. An amazing 20/25! So let's do a rundown...

English: 22/30
Chinese: 27.5/50
Maths: 45/50! (undoubtedly my best xP)
Science: 28/50 (undoubtedly my worst supposed-to-be-best subject =X)
Literature: 20.5/25
History: 19/25
Geography: 20/25(OMG)

So in all, I've done exceptionally well. imma gonna party noaws!...

If i had the chance. But tomorrow, we're having choir at 9.30...so....no partying tonight.

alright. Moving on! 3rd, finally, a choir practice. but not finally, one with Mr Kwei's angry scowl on his face. That wasn't good. luckily he cheered himself up with some crap jokes, that we all really couldn't stop laughing to.

4th! My house is gonna go under renovation! at least the living room is. the new sofas and tv desk has already been done up, so now, just need that last piece of the puzzle, the tv, to be installed and my life will be normal again. I doubt that'll be done before the holidays end.

5th. With these good results, i guess i'm well on my way towards a brand new ds. something good out of all that, i guess....and something to occupy me throughout the holidays! What with SR and SRA to play^^

Alright, then. See ya, and have a nice holiday.


Memory Files Preserved at... 4:06 PM


Thursday, March 6, 2008 '
2nd last day.
The 2nd last day has ended. Hurrah.

Or is it, really?

Has the last day alot more dangers to overcome? I would think so.

Because that's what's gonna happen.

...Ah to heck with that! Today was fine, going through what crap and all. The first trouble? Special Activities period. Which is our first period. On Thursdays at least. So, according to the teachers and apparently some students, "Mr Singh had already made the announcement that you had to wear PE attire for thursday. You weren't listening, were you?"

Yeah, right, i wasn't listening. Let's see you listen a tiny announcement whose volume is drowned out by constant talking from the classes beside you, therefore you can't a single piece of crap!

Sigh...good thing the teachs didn't punish anyone after noticing the somehow BOUNTIFUL range of ppl who didn't wear it.

Then came Literature. Oh beautiful literature, vous n'estes qu'un villain! In french (bonjour), that means, YOU CRUEL FIEND!

okay so it wasn't really cruel in terms of marks. Cuz i got 20.5/25. Celebrate..okay stop. It's cruel in the rest of the lesson where we got bored out of our minds.

Maths, was, in a word, terrible. With mdm goo teaching us stuff (or more like testing) which we understood not, we were lost, and let's see....25? failed the mini-test! good thing no remedial for this one. *swt*

Hopefully tomorrow, will be better. AFTER i get my hw done (oops).


Memory Files Preserved at... 6:09 PM


Wednesday, March 5, 2008 '
It's a rainy day...
...with a twist. Today has to be one of the worst, i repeat, THE WORST days of my life.

First, everything went on fine, until....12.55.

My short school life and day takes a skyrocket down to earth. Make that a groundrocket. We were told we have to stay back till 3.30 every IPW lesson. We were all like..."what the heck!?" Then after much complaning, the teacher let us off at 2.30 this week only.

The next worse thing. It started to freakin rain.

On me.

I tried to use my umbrella cover me, but then the rain still crawled off my brella, and dripped down my bag, through it, completely soaked. I was of course soaked too. I had to tolerate with being wet the whole trip back home.

Which brings me to my next point! Being a loner. aw...I'm a loner, sometimes i wanna say that out loud. becuz nobody that i know lives at my place, or goes on the same route the same time as me. Which makes me....lonely. *Lonelyyy i'm so lonelyyyy I've nobodyyyy to call my owwwwwnnnnnnNNN* oops. See? broke out into song ^^.

Yeah, so all in all, i feel quite....depressed. with ting xie tomorrow, it;s even worse.

Sigh...this sucks, bigtime.


Memory Files Preserved at... 3:34 PM


Tuesday, March 4, 2008 '
2nd day!
Countdown...3 days!

The school holis are coming soon!

So far, I've gotten 5 results out of 7...and they are...

English! 22/30! WHOO!
Chinese! 27.5/50! Barely made it...
Maths! 45/50! Alright man!
Science! 28/50! Again....barely made it...
History! 19/25! Better than I hoped!

One step closer towards my DS, haha...

Soon, it'll be the end for one week. and i'll be enjoying my time...i guess. That's why i'm so excited.

But the whole of this after noon, i've been feeling kinda...emo. =.= emo. very emo.

Currently watching 30 minutes of 90s cartoons....actually reliving my memories of 1st season of Pkmn (when it didn't suck), and shows like Animaniacs,  Goof Troop all which rules! ^^

well....not really much to share about though... hopefully everyone is doing fine...i know someone who ain't >.>


Memory Files Preserved at... 5:55 PM


Monday, March 3, 2008 '
1st day of sch on last week of it XD
It's the 1st day of sch on the last week of the term! secondaries everywhere, celebrate!!!

Nothing interesting happened today....except that Ms Toh didn't come. Sad la, she kenna sick, like Clement and Crystal, damn sad.

Never mind, we still had fun at the end of the day, where for 30 minutes those in the class (normal chinese like me!) all go chaotic in classroom. Sunshine, John, Gavin, Shao Kiat managed to break...let's see....2 brooms and one dustpan! We were all like 'WTH?!', then don't care again. It was fun! We left Eric to sleep on his table, while we all escaped out of the room for freedom! xD

I'm still hyper from the camp sia...and by hyper i mean SO DAMN HIGH! i wish i could fly now, and you'd see how crazy i'd go!

Anyways, hope everyone here is enjoying one last week! (at least secs are^^)


Memory Files Preserved at... 3:15 PM


Sunday, March 2, 2008 '
Kota Tinggi
Now is the time I really elaborate on said camp.

Firstly, it was a 4D3N camp, for those who don't know. Sounds hard to survive through? It's even harder when you have another school sleeping in a resort right next to the campsite, while you're stuck living with insects in your bathrooms. 3 words. What. The. Heck.

Get it? Good. Next, I've said it before, and I realy dun know how to stress this. So I'll just scream it out. FREAKIN SPIDER WEBS COCKROACHES AND WHO KNOWS WHAT ELSE ARE INSIDE THE FREAKIN DAMN TOILET! WHICH IS ALSO OUR FREKAIN SHOWER. There, that should do it.

1st day. Stuck in school, wiating in the hall for 2. pointless. hours. really, 2 whole hours waiting for nothing. then the trainers come and talk to us about what we are allergic to and blablabla. Then we finally get on the bus and move off towards Tuas.
We reach Tuas and go into the checkpoint, and since some of us had the biometric passports, it was a breeze! finding the bus wasn't. waited for the teacher for 20 minutes, then finally moved towards bus for kt. some ppl (including ms toh!) were playing Taiti (i think that's how it's spelt), and some sang songs. Teh wheels on the bus go round and round....xD

then we arrive at the camp, or 'entrance to the resort', crossed a rickety bridge (fun really), and went to the canteen which actually looked like our freakin temporary canteen from primary school! WTH!? WE were introduced to one of the best trainers ever! (who is super horny, cool and...HORNY!) Instructor Adiq! The rest of the day went on as normal....we did rafting (building rafts with our own bamboo sticks and barrels), then sleep in tents on stone platforms.

2nd day, we were scheduled tohike to a 2nd checkpoint up Mt. Panti. Tiring really, and worse, there were leeches. 2 of my frens kenna ><
Then we had some team bonding games, which Aniq also gave our team a name: Hornytans!!! Yes, say wth now. Well, suggested by my frens really. At the end of the day, Aniq let our group (5) stargaze. it was simply...beautiful. I saw 2 shooting stars! whoo. beautiful really...

3rd day, WATER ACTIVITIES DAY!!! So we were gonna get wet whole day. First we went to do CIP, where we learnt about deforestation and recycling and pollution (though we knew all that). Then we went kayakking, which was not really enjoyable for me becuz sand and mud were in my socks and shoes, making it feel damn uncomftable... but we went water cascading next! or we were supposed to, but since the tide was low, and we couldn't flow down the river without getting half-killed first, ANIQ AND DANI LET US HAVE R&R WOOHOOOO!!! We were splashing water at each other, including both instructors, then i kenna injured abit (thank god not major, or else i die liao). but it was damn fun. i got tackled by han jie, shide, and....jevon! i let them actually xD. then the campfire! Best. Campfire,. EVER. Firstly, it was afreakin proper campfire, despite the rain! then all the acts, especilly 2d's skit were funny. 2a's also rocked, making fun of camp chief neo, mrs tan, instructor rain, and one more who i forget. But the bad news. we were then informed that Rain was going to leave the group of instructors, and that we were his last batch of campers. SO SAD. then, during debrief, Aniq also said it was his final camp, before he went back to police discipline service (sobsob). He said we're the best batch he's ever taken, so we all damn happy. 4th day, we hung around for awhile, cleaned the campsite, tear down some tents, then we had a camp debrief, guided by CC Neo. Tearful goodbye, then we left the campsite 1 hour early. Arriving back at SG, it's good to be home! Though i'm a bit tan now (as if being a Tan wasn't enough =P). anyways, here are some songs we sung over there.

1. I ask my love
To take a walk
To take a walk
In Orchard Road
Bypass Mandarin
At Centrepoint
We had our lunch
At Macdonald's
We had Fillet
And Apple pie
We shared a cup
Of lemon lime
I asked my love
looked into her eyes
I aske my love
to be my valentine

there was one night
there was no light
only moonlight
we use torchlight
i asked my lvoe
look into her eyes
i asked my love
to be my future bride

i go army
she go party
she got crazy
come out baby
i was so sad
i was lonely
this is my story
i'm mr lonely

2. Do you think that we are cute?
We're cute, we're cute.
Do you think that we are cute?
We are very cute!
We are very cute!
We are very cute!
Do you think that we are cute?
We are very cute!

Do you think we even care?
Don't care, don't care.
Do you think we even care?
We don't give a damn.
We don't give a damn!
We don't give a damn!
Do you think we even care?
We don't give a damn!

Special for  Ms Toh:
Do you think Ms Toh is cute?
She's cute, she's cute.
Do you think Ms Toh is cute?
She is very cute.
She is very cute!
She is very cute!
Do you think Ms Toh is cute?
She is very cute!

Yeah, lots of words, hard to remember. It was a fun trip there overall, and we will miss Aniq forever! I leave with this final word. MS TOH IS CUTE! >=D


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Damn. Internet.
My internet is REALLY crapping up now. It's major slow, and other crap nonsense to the core.

Anyways, 2 months has a lot to share on. Firstly, 6/9 got together again after Chinese New Year! Woohoo!!!

DK, Mikey, Samantha, Priscilla, Clarence, Caleb Mah, and I forgot who else, went by bus, to TM. Goodness, my legs wanted to die on that short 5 minutes trip. It was hotter inside the bus than outside. Really. We had lunch at Central (Clarence's idea!) and wasted big bucks, then walked around aimlessly. Really a good time, despite the hiccups! XD

Next, we just had...our Cohort Camp. Thank God it's over. For those willing to know, our toilets and showers (which were actually both in one spot) are filled with spider webs, ants, you name it, they've got it. I still can't believe I survived the 3 nights there. Phew... It was really jialat, k? We slept in tents that were....hot....stinky....*starts to faint*. I never wana think about that EVER again in my damn life! But despite bad points, there are goods.

Major one = on the 3rd day, we were supposed to be water cascading. Unfortunately (or fortunately in this case), the river which we were supposed to cascade, was in low tide. Due to so-called bad weather. So guess what? Aniq (our best instructor in the history of instructors in terms of horniness, humour, and whatnot!) let us have R&R in the pond near the top! WOOHOO! Everyone immdiately splashed into the water, kick up some stuff, wet each other altogether, and some relaxed. Instructor Dani, took some boys to the back of the river, where there were some rocks, and then they lay there, like a water spa. So cooling sia... Then I realized i had my specs on, so while trying to come out, i fell. Hit a rock, knee and wrist injured (but healling fast), but still can play! XD. Best day ever. Seriously.

I know it isn't much, but it's the freakin longest post i've ever made.

Oh yeah! something else. SSMB's is about to really bring out the sweepers, becuz the light Rp's and Soniclans are goin down in an earlier round! (and sugar, we're goin down singin...) So we are moving to a new site for Soniclans, but taht's not really important to half of you here.


Memory Files Preserved at... 12:05 AM


My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
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Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...

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