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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 '
Part 2: Rushing to Russia.
Now it's time for...RUSSIA (and the Choir Trip!)







Crapdoz. Crap Dogs. I dun wanna know what they put in there.






It's a nice view from the plane, non?






*No comment, I know I'll just say something stupid*






It's a little orchestra! Free performance!






The group of 'lucky' 13 boys! In our hotel!




TK watching the men's band from...Czech Republic, i think? Yeah, these guys were awesome. Great winners and losers, and friendly all around.




NUS and TK Celebrating their victories together! Singapore FTW.




Judith, Sanjana and Ashley holding the coveted Gold Trophy of Peter the Great.




NUS actually brought the full sized flag with them. True Blue Singaporeans >.>




Me in the Red Square, feel free to tilt your head. I have no idea how to rotate this thing.


Clop, clop, clop.

Olivia: Must be the sound of their hooves.
Me: No way, hooves are soft. They have horseshoes on.
Olivia: *notices shining metal on their hooves* Oh.


Back in SG T3, Sops with the big banner! xD


Mr Foong + Altos + Tenors + Basses. Which all rock.


One final perfomance for the fans. What fans?

Overall, there you go, pics for you to...hell, it's not all of em. I'm lazy.

Anyways, right now, thoughts are in my head.

While looking for these files, I saw others, long time ago.

I looked through every last one. The pictures brought back so much.

It was different back then.

Gwen, Mandy, Ju and I were close together. You could call us brother and sisters.

In a CNY celebrated at my house with the church, the 4 of us shared one table.

I really miss those times.

Now we all have grown up, slightly, but we still have a strong friendship between us.

Now let's aim to bring that even closer.

Back to what it was last time.

Never forget your memories.
Never forget your friends.
Memories hold the hearts of you,
And also, the hearts of them.


Memory Files Preserved at... 9:42 PM


'
12 Days to Hell, 15 Days to Heaven. Part 1: Lights, Cameron, Action.
Okay, before I start everything, lemme just say.

TODAY WAS CHAOS.

Okay, start of the day. I felt a bit of a pain ever since last morning, around 11.30. Five bucks say it was because I ran with a full stomach all the way to get my freakin worksheet that was back at class, because i knew i would be completely SCREWED if i didn't.

And pain lasted from 1 till 4.00, when our NAPFA started.

Then this morn, it happened again. Luckily I went to the doc. I have gastric.

Not that serious, but it hurts sometimes. And it's like i'm on a diet now. I can't even take bread or milk.

What the hell?

Then while going to the doc's today, my dad, Haz and I almost got caaught in an accident. Some idiot swerved into the lane from behind, hit a van, pushed it to the bushes, then hit the car in front which ours in turn. it caused a minor denti nthe back. luckily we weren't hurt. Especially with me 'sick' and all. >.>

This strongly reminds me of an accident site i saw just yesterday, while in a bus with Hui Min and her friends. I guess it was an idiot speeding, crashing into another car, causing that car to turn on its side. It was glassy all over the place. With the bus having no space and the delay of the accident, the bus uncle was allowed to stop service, and drive his already-inside passengers to their stops.

Then that reminds me of a bastard of a bus uncle who wouldn't stop even though he was only a few metres from the busstop. Idiot.

Alright. Now that that's done, it's time for...

Photos!

I promised, and now I give. Cameron, Russia rolled into one post. But no RH. Only one pic, so i'm lazy.

Firstly, Idiotic Advetures of Cameron Stayers. (10% nature)



Nadira and Gwen just posing on a bus. How exciting...



Then they're joined with Adam. Who hogs the whole camera.


Then Peng Da pops in from above, and Gwen swerves away. SWT.


No Adam, you are NOT sexy.


And Wen Cai with....damn. I dun wanna say it.



One morning, when I woke up, the sun was nicely rising, so I snapped a few pics. This is one of the better ones.


Taken from another angle. That sun blinds me.


At a tea factory, they have this kind of steep crap!? You wanna make us die, man!?


An earthworm. A very long earthworm.


It looks like it's on fire, right? It's the clouds. No, really.



At a Rose Garden, I HAD TO CLIMB THIS WHOLE MOUNTAIN TO FIND A BUNCH OF 2DIANS, ONLY TO GET ABANDONED. Luckily Peng Da came up later though. And he needed my company...so...


The view up there was great anyways.


At a garden of a different sort...flowers. Oh wow.


1st Row (FRONT): Peng Da, Paul, Wen Cai, Gwen, and uh...I forgot >.>
2nd Row (BACK): Me, Nadira, Shit I forgot Again, and Adam.

Lol, Wen Cai getting raped >.>


Oh joy, groupies. You can't see us. Say it.


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:10 PM


Tuesday, July 29, 2008 '
13 Days to Hell, 16 Days to Heaven...OSHI--!
O.O

Today was pure chaos. But more on that later.

Yesterday was epic.

But if you read on that, you must promise not to tell anyone else.

Let's just say we have three teachers. We'll call them A, B, and C.

Okay, so we were doing our test, with Olivia taking care of the class since A had left to do something.

B comes in 15 minutes later, and once we're done, wants to release us from school early.

BUT. Guess what?

C walked by just as we were 'released', and quarrels with B about something like 'WHY YOU LET THEM OFF SO EARLY."

B answers "My period, I say they can go off early. You're giving me no face in front of my students!"

Just then, C sees A and walks. B comes back in the room, and A walks in, saying "Who said you were allowed to do this?"

B replies, AGAIN, "I take over, it's my period, I can let them go early. If you don't give me face, I won't give you face also."

A and B quarrel a bit, then B storms out after saying "If you want you go talk to Mr Koh (VP)."

Then A angrily starts marking teh test.

CHAOS ROCKS.

Next, today was TEH NAPFA. ONOS, RUN AWAI IT'S TEH NAPFAAA

Since i passed my 2.4 (miraculously by 25 secs), i was boosted to pass all 5 stations. We first did our sit-ups, which was amazingly easy for me >.> Score: 27. OLE.

The boys went down to do the shuttle run. In which I got 10.94. Lucky me xD
Then came...sit and reach omgwthbbq.

It was frightening, but i'm glad i grew tall. I got a bare 27. OLE.

Inclined pull-ups. I am blessed to have a nice invigilator on that one. She constantly encouraged me to strive for more than 7. Until I got 16. OLE.

Last and I wish it was the least, Standing Broad jump. Kai Kiat was so damn sad. LOL. HHe failed this. Just this one station. So sad. But I could finally leap, and got 185. Thanks Mdm Ng!


Choir Sectionals tomorrow, c'mon Sandy, Jeslyn and April. Make the Sops the best once again!

Remember, you have friends.
Friends who wanna stand by you.
Friends who can help you.
Friends who will comfort you in grief.
Friends who will share your joy.

Only Question is...


Do you accept your friends?


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:07 PM


Wednesday, July 23, 2008 '
19 Days to Hell, 22 Days to Heaven
It is always said that pain comes before joy, and joy before pain. But only one of these will happen at a time, right?

Anyways, it's RH for my school today. Whoo.

This means...1 hour off school! Yes OFF. What cheats.

We had handpainting, and I promise, I will put up pictures soon. Heck, I'll do it all in one shot, Cameron and Russia (if I still have), and Rh.

First thing we did, was to again go to class. Then at around 7.20, the sky turned freakin grey, making the whole atmosphere a bit orangey-dark. It was so cold...

But you get used to it. Blahblahblah at 8.00, we went for our Know-Do-Be sessions. Our group: Sunshine, Crystal, Jasmine and I, were in handpainting, so...yeah. Crys was the paintee, so i could actually feel guilty painting on her hand.

So sue me.

Ahem, so everything turned out nice.

The rest of the day sucked, so no point talking bout it.

ARGH. Tomorrow still got 2 tests==...

What crap is this @_@....

PS. I really would change my blog address, but I don't know how to do it without destroying all my posts. So I won't try. Unless someone tells me.


Memory Files Preserved at... 10:14 PM


Monday, July 21, 2008 '
Countdown: 21 days to Hell, 24 days to Heaven.
Here comes the beginning of a long chain of countdowns...to hell and heaven.

Seriously, though, hell more or less equals into hell for students. Exams.

Heaven equals into good crap, like holidays, birthdays, etc.

Guess what's coming next?

Alright, back to business.

I realize boredom has really been taking a hold on me. I mean, I feel the absence of urgency to even complete homework. Doesn't that feel odd? I know you feel it, Shane! Don't hideeee.

Sonic Unleashed is nearing a date...and damn, I'm excited. Chronicles is another one to look for.

Homework is being dumped on us, though, and with exams everywhere you turn,....you feel...so...trapped.

Endless Possibility

This is my escape
I'm runnin' through this world
And I'm not lookin' back

'Cause I know I can go
Where no one's ever gone
And I'm not lookin' back

But how will I know when I get there?
And how will I know when to leave?
We've all got to start from somewhere
It's like that for me,
The possibilities are neverendin'

I see it
I see it
And it's all within my reach
(Endless possibility)
Endless possibility

I see it
I see it now
It's always been inside of me
And now I feel so free
Endless possibility

You're losin' speed
You're losin' your pull
What a sad piece of power you'll never know
Let it out
It's inside of you
You all better stand back 'cause I'm comin' through

I see it
I see it
And now it's all within my reach
(Endless possibility)

I see it
I see it now
It's always been inside of me
And now I feel so free
(Endless possibility)
Endless possibility
Endless possibility
Endless possibility
Endless possibility



Smile...the world isn't over.

If you only believe in yourself....

It'll all come to light.


Memory Files Preserved at... 6:07 PM


Saturday, July 19, 2008 '
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YIS, it's 12.01 in the mornin. If it was 1 minute earlier, i'd call it midnight, but guess what? I CAN"T!

Sorry.

Ahem, and now as we start the day, let us gather with praise in our *shot*

Anyways, Choir today rocked AND sucked like hell in two different ways, if that's even possible.

Rock: Fun, slack, and as always, awesome SLs. And a joke from Sandy that 'someone is breaking his voice'...==

Suck: Altos going out of tune, we ourselves going out of tune...

But it was fun really. Now my bro's back home again, (finally), I've got a freakin buddy at home.

I tell you, you will never appreciate siblings until you 'lose' them.

You get the point, right?

Smile.... cuz the world isn't over.

Our lives just started....lead one on our own. Away from rules.

Let's be free...

The world ends with what you think....

The world ends with YOU.


Memory Files Preserved at... 12:00 AM


Thursday, July 17, 2008 '
Ever tried...
Ever tried staying in a quiet classroom with 2-5 of your classmates? You'll actually feel quite comfy in it, trust me.

Just yesterday, i stayed back for awhile (for no apparent reason), and found that even with people like Wen Cai etc, the classroom is quite a free place when it's empty.

Oh, and I've turned to the ways of the freakin-rowdy-bastards-who-don't-give-a-damn. And guess what, IT"S FREAKIN AWESOME!

Sorry, i've cracked up. Heh.

And tomorrow, I do plan to stay back in school, for again, NO APPARENT REASON AT ALL!

I love school....

Oh, AND GUESS WHAT? I passed my 2.4! For the first time! I passed by 25 seconds! I shalt be happy forevermore!

Smile.... the world isn't over.

You decide when it stops, when it ends....

The world ends with you.


Memory Files Preserved at... 10:30 PM


Monday, July 14, 2008 '
This whole world....is it...
Sometimes you dunno what to feel about the world.

For me, the current world, is turning into SERIOUS. HELL.

I mean, terrorist attacks, school chaos, all kinds of crap around the place!

What kinda shit is goin round this sorry excuse for the world?!

Yeah, i got that (for once) informative chain mail. I admit, it's useful.

It's the one going right now about the torturing of seals.

This is animal cruelty.

Global warming: Issue that cannot be resolved till damnnnn later in the day.

Yet? People don't. Give. A Damn.

This is long-term C&E.

Well, some songs that linger in my soul for quite a while right now is Face Down and Guardian Angel by RJA.

Both have verrrryyy interesting meanings. It can actually fit into the current social world...

Aw man. I have no idea what the hell i'm blabbering about.

I plan to draw LRMB members soon. Lava Reef for the R0Xx0Rs!

Smile....the world isn't over yet.

Cuz, the world ends with you.


Memory Files Preserved at... 8:40 PM


Thursday, July 3, 2008 '
!
Dammit, WOW.

I really have to get back in the news.

I mean, almost all my links' blogs are closing, missing, gone, seperated, etc...

And i just found out that a schoolmate of mine just moved to Australia...

HOLY CRAP!

HAFIZ MOVED AWAY! NOW RUTHERFORD ONLY HAS ONE SEC 2 LEADER! AND WE LOST OUR ENTHU LEADER!

DAMMITDAMMITDAMIIT!


We're so screwed! Holy crap how the hell did this happen?

....

Argh....the world changes too fast. One week you say hello to everything....the next you're saying bye to every person you once held dear...

This half of the year is gonna bite. Hard.


Memory Files Preserved at... 7:14 PM


My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
>>end

Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...

Links



Benjamin Cheng
Pannawit


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