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Saturday, June 13, 2009 '
Day 0613: Emptiness makes you wanna cry...
"Give up on yourself, and you give up on the world."- Yoshiya Kiryu, TWEWY.

How true. Joshua, thou speaketh thought-provoking words.

So, for all of you who didn't bother looking around a bit, or if you just didn't care...which I know you don't, so I don't know why I even have this blog anyway. I'm back from Kuching after leaving on the 9th.

And in that period of time, nothing on this webpage seems to have moved. At all.

....

So much for expectancy.

Ah well...

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Memory Files Preserved at... 8:35 PM


Thursday, June 4, 2009 '
Day 0604: Rolling Up The Curtains.
I enjoyed my week so far. I have friends to thank for that. Hah....friends. A word I haven't used in a long time.

Last Friday 0529:

Bowling was just...fun for me, though I sucked that day. Seriously bad.

Though a large chunk'o them went for a movie, Ethel, Cheng and I just hung around the arcade, playing games like Razing Storm and Time Crisis (I think I'm getting better. Getting hit less nowadays.)

Can't remember much else. Memory files all corrupted here and there.

Wednesday 0603:

Oral was....supposedly boring. Supposedly. But when you put Marcus, Ben C. and I all in the same room with Mdm Yeo, regardless of any others, hell breaks loose.

Marcus: "The women in the picture seem to be middle-aged..."
Mdm Yeo: "Are you saying all three of them are middle-aged?"-starts smiling-
Ian: "Cheng. This woman, -points- is middle aged. Aaaahahaaaaaa."
Ben C.: "Hahaahaa..."

Ian: "Um...uh....the old....fat, short woman on the right...."
Everyone: -laughs uncontrollably-
Mdm Yeo: "-still laughing- Ian, you like to twist things in a way they seem humourous."

And so-on-so-forth.

After oral, Marcus and I bailed to the Rotunda, where we saw Aijing, Jas, Ruth, Xinni, and a few others. Van came from behind.

Marcus: "Aijing, are you coming?"
Aijing: "Huh? No, I don't want....I....need to go to Parkway!"
Ian: -to self- "Excuses..."

Jasmine: "I have no car!"
Marcus: "Huh? Why?"
Jasmine: "My father got involved in an accident."
-after explanation-
Marcus: "And your dad wants to repair the car even though the whole front end had been ripped off."

We waited for Ben C to finish his oral crap, then we bounced for Bugis. Justin was apparently waiting for us there, so we hurried a bit. In the bus, I activated the three Legendary Birds for Platinum, and caught Articuno easy. (Today, I tried catching Moltres, but he's one feisty one.)

Marcus: "You know what we should for Aijing for her birthday? A shirt that says '#1 Pangseh Queen!'
Ian: "Such a thing exists? -laughs-"

We ate at Food Junction, and talked more crap, then we walked to iluma. Yes, iluma. No caps.

Ian: "iluma? Where the hell is that? Does such a place even exist? What kin-- -sees white building with Esplanade-like flaps and a sign saying 'iluma' on a building wall- ....Oh."

Stupidity realized. We went to Filmgarde....on the 4-storey escalator.

Marcus: "Imagine if you accidentally look down and lose your footing."
Ian: "Shit."

Marcus: "That was fun! Let's go down and take it again!"
Justin: "For what, lar?"
Ian: "HELL. FREAKING. NO."

Bought tickets for MvA, went to the arcade, got thrashed once in Mario Kart GP 2, then looked for Xinni and Van who were on their way. When they came, we loitered around, played more Mario Kart GP 2. When Xinni looked at the tickets, however...

Xinni: "Eh, Marcus. The tickets say 3.00 leh."
Marcus: "Huh? But I told the woman 3.30."
Van: "Ohhhhhh."
Justin: "Die liao lar."
Ben C.: "Then how?"
Ian: "Aiya, just go in lar. No point liao."

And we stayed outside the cinema deciding whether to try and get a refund or just go in.

MvA was quite funny. Favourite part: Dr. Cockroach bustin' out his moves on Mother Brain.

After the movie, we went to the arcade again.

Got back at Marcus and Ben for thrashing me, then tried SF4. I got owned everytime, cause I couldn't get used to the joystick, thus epically failing the use of Metsu Hadoken. That, and I forgot Akuma's 'Thousand Hits in One Stroke' move. Owhoops.

Then we loitered, and went home.

Today 0604:

I woke up complaining to Van over SMSes how we were forced out of our beds so early for f**king lessons. After the lessons, however, (which I amazingly didn't sleep through due to the presence of laptop apps and nice weather), I met up with Tri and Lynn again. Even though I arrived THREE hours early, and slacked around. Sigh...

But we had a nice lunch, I bullied Tri a bit, and they decided to crash my house. Again. Luckily no one was home, so I invited them in, and I just enjoyed bullying the hell out of Tri. It brings warmth to my heart. (Hell, she's gonna murder me.)

Overall, though, it was a day I enjoyed.

But at the end of it all...

I'll be honest.

I made a pact to myself never to cry again.

But sometimes,...

I just wanna curl up in a little ball and cry it all out.

Who would understand....

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Memory Files Preserved at... 10:35 PM


My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
>>end

Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...

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Benjamin Cheng
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