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Day 0825: Regret_/_Remorse_/_Retry
Accessing File: Regret_/_Remorse_/_Retry.mfv

...I really don't know what to do, feel, anymore.

Friends seem to go out more than come in nowadays.

The world is shutting in on me, and all I'm left with is this 50 centimeter cubed room.

Where was the times that once were?

With the world, so goes my joyous self, my happiness, my sense of belonging; that's just a simple mask I don from day to day.

Cause I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore...

Help.

Please.


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Accessing File: Regret_/_Remorse_/_Retry.emf

I'm falling down
It's getting dark
I'm not scared
Not at all

Hear the crumbling sound?
Well then, good night

I can't see
I can't see
I can't hear
I can't feel
I'm disappearing

Hear the crumbling sound?
Nothing left here
Well then, good night

A faint sound I hear was...
Your regret?

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My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
 >>end

Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...
  • December 2007
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • July 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • February 2011
  • June 2011



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    >>connectionLost;attemptreconnection?
    >>>Y/N
    >>>N
    >>>>Cancellingretry.

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