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Day 0208: 12_Days_/_Forgive_and_Forget
Accessing file: 12_Days_/_Forgive_and_Forget.mfv_

The countdown begins, huh?

Pastor really made an impact on me today, spiritually. His sermon during YF about forgiveness.... I felt really.... shaken by it. Have I really forgiven people? Or did I merely pass it off as something that didn't matter?

I guess... God's trying to talk to me...

While Pastor was talking, I could feel half of my mind looking back on the past. Those times, I miss. Why they disappeared; did it have something to do with forgiveness too, or the lack thereof? Did someone wrong me, or did I wrong someone...?

...I myself know the answer... But I could never bring myself out to say it. I'm really a sad case,...

I only have myself to blame.

I can't pin it on someone else; no one else has wronged me enough to push me to this stage. I realized that today.

I've been the one closing myself up. Why?

Did I not forgive someone?

God...speak to me...

Like you always have.

This time, though...

Make me listen to you.

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Accessing file: 12_Days_/_Forgive_and_Forget.emf

Let's paint the town.
We'll shut it down.
Let's burn the roof.
Then we'll do it again.

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Memory Files Preserved at... 12:06 AM


My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
 >>end

Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...
  • December 2007
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • July 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • February 2011
  • June 2011



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