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Wednesday, August 6, 2008 '
5 Days to Hell, 8 Days to Heaven. WTH is your EFFING problem?
My father is going completely insane. I don't even know if he IS my father anymore.

Every little thing I do, he finds fault in it.

I want to go down with him to the gym, he says 'YOU DON"T GO DOWN TO PLEASE ME. YOU SHOULD GO DOWN BECAUSE YOU WANT TO.' And guess what? I want to, but HE DOES NOT GIVE ONE HELL OF A DAMN.

What kinda crappy father is this?

He writes me off as a failure within 5 seconds: "You will give me crappy results, I just know it."

WTF!?

"These earphones spoiled because you wriggled it around your iPod, you never take care properly, of course spoil lah."

WTFH!?

It's not my fault. IT SPOILS OVER TIME! GET A LIFE INSTEAD OF CRAPPING ABOUT YOUR OWN SON!

And my Birthday is coming up, YOU WON'T EVEN GET ME A PROPER PRESENT. What the hell you gonna get me? A freakin paper doll!?

I'm your SON. You treat me like a SERVANT.

You think I'm here to please you?

I'm not. I'm here to live.

I don't need your b-ing.

My b'day won't be celebrate at ALL. I just know it.

I wanna die, now.

How can I be comforted when you don't care?
Leave me alone with a darkened heart...
And throw me away.

[Connection Terminated]


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My Life
>>begin_intro Welcome here. If you somehow...hate me, go ahead...click this and get the hell out..

I am myself in every way possible. I never hesitate to expose a person's lies.
And my life is controlled by a game.
The rules are simple - You trust me, I trust you.
You leave me, I ignore you.
You come back, I shut you out.
You threaten me, I'll make sure tomorrow's an impossibility for you.

The game has begun.


Didn't you know...? All hearts hide secrets. Dark ones.
 >>end

Who am I?
Ian Tan.
14/08/94.
Someone who suffers (very) short term memory lost...
Often noted as 'short-tongued'.
Daydreamer.
Singer.
Complicated. Long-winded.

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What? Likes?..
This matrix alone.

What? Hates?..
Everything else. Isn't it just nice?

Those things...
To be myself; no one else will tell me what to do.

The past...
  • December 2007
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • July 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • February 2011
  • June 2011



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