Wednesday, April 9, 2008 '

The Room of Ants.

Okay, first things first.

My room. Was just. Infested. And by infested, I mean 50 ants.

It's nuts, okay!?


This is my room's light. sEe those white things, near the light? Those are the flies. Quite some number, eh?

At first, I thought it'd be fun to watch them all drop them and die. If you're3 wondering how that works, it's through reflection. We've been doing that for 8 years.

But...


They took too long. SO LET"S SWEEP THEM! Yeah, we swung madly. on the wall, down to earth, and into the water.


This is the result in my hallway. Not so many....meh.


This is my room's one. Main attack force??



A clearer view. Scary now, right?



Overall, those ants come into my room, and I kill them. simple.

Now I torture them with satay sticks. They're still alive, so i let them crawl up, then swing them back. Fun, really. What? Animal Cruelty?

This is where it starts getting personal, ranting about my life. Avoid if neccessary.

Okay. Before I start, I wanna say, 2C, 2C. What's your problem?? Am I a black sheep?

Because you've been avoiding me. Besides 4 people, the rest treat me like complete CRAP.

What happened? I wanna know.

I sit at the table, full of 2c peeps. the next second, completely empty, besides me. What the heck is this??

I want an answer. You've made me very angry for trusting you. I think myself stupid, to think that the past was a reality. I wanna know. I wanna change, but i need to know what the heck is going on. Seriously. Before I lose control.

I can't live 4 years like this, k? Tell me how i can change. And i will. I promise I will. Only if you help me, accept me again.

I have....nothing more to say.

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